5dp5dt

So I couldn't sleep... the hot flashes seem to wake me up every morning at the same time and this morning was no different. As the clock glows 3:00am I creep out of bed to perform my morning ritutal..... grab the plastic cup and 3 pg tests and sneak into the bathroom.... tinkle.... dunk the tests and creep back into bed for 5 mins


The tests were neg... being ocd like I am about TTC I started googling and found some threads to comfort me like this one
http://forums.fertilitycommunity.com/vitro-fertilization-ivf/2020173480-5dp5dt-bfn.html


I know it is still early and that I can't give up... so I put the vodka down and grab the milk instead...... just kidding!!!!!